It has been quite some time now that i wrote something. Life
has just been chaotic the past few weeks. Days that aren’t my favorite kind and
emotions i try to block, so hard that you forget what is actually happening
around you. But in order to move on, you have got to let go what is behind you.
And there lies my biggest problem. I don’t let go of any emotions at all. If
you do me wrong once, i don’t forget. It might fade away to the back of my mind
but it is still there. And still, there is one person i just can not forget, so
it seems. And it is starting to annoy me, why do i keep roaming around in the
past? Why is it that difficult?
